Just one of those rough days today where my health directly prohibits me from trying to tackle my to do list. It's really hard to be focused or even positive.
Oh Acme Anvil... where are you when I need you?
I gathered a few more seeds, tried doing some weeding, made an attempt to turn the compost.
Today I just can't quite ignore the pain or the internal chaos long enough to get much done. It is a fight just to keep myself together enough to not cry and be able take care of my daughter. I hurt and feel so ill that it is hard to think of anything else.
Really hard not to be bitter. I don't think I can avoid it right now.. especially when it seems so unfair that the "prime" years most of my 20's and all of my 30's have been lost to unhealth... especially when it could have been avoided if only I had help.
Anyways... life goes on.